Hi Niajazine
Am worried...when I was in collage, I love'd fashion and infact I still do, am chocolate in complexion but decided to tune while i was in school, and this looks great on me, aside family Members who knew my real skin complexion every other person calls me Oynibo, some call me 'Afin'..
I couldn't stop with the cream, and since I could afford it and plus it look great and gets better everyday I just continued. I met my husband when I started working and me having a thing for fashion has never bordered him, but aside this since we got married I don't think he even knows the name of my cream, and it never Occurred to me!, this became a part of me, my Husband has been a wonderful Man, not until I became pregnant with my first baby everything started falling apart.
My cream stop working, and I hardly have the strength or time to apply them, I started getting really dark, darker than how I use to be, the doctor advised me to abstaine from any harsh cream which I did as he said for the sake of my unborn child.
Soon my husband started attacking me, asking why I was bleaching, infact the day he finally spoke up! I had to force it out of him, because I noticed he totally changed, became mean to me, @ first I thought it was the pregnancy pressure I put on him, my laziness and all of that, but soon I realized it has to be something else, even when with my pregnancy I decided to do everything all by myslef without stressing him, yet he's never happy, I confronted him one day then he spoke up!, his exact words was "I hate you" who says that to their pregnant wife Eehh!?
Am almost due and @this stage am fragile and scared that my husband don't love me any more, His's really changed, I talked to must people about it, they said he never loved me, maybe he loved my complexion which was fake! Am really worried, and I can't believe its true, aside now! Though we'v had our differences but 'I can hit my chest' that my husband loves me for me not for my complexion..
Its still scary to me, I can't still understand what's going on!, some people says maybe his not good with pregnant women, but that's not true, we'v been together and fine until my 6th months of pregnancy that I started gettn' dark, I just noticed and I felt it..
There's no warmth in my home, no closure, I feel alone and very lonely and mostly scared am gonna lose my husband for real.
What should I do?
Its painful.
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